Why?

It happened so fast i'm still shaken
All answers from me they were taken
What did i do , to leave me forsaken
Those dreaded thoughts ,uncontrolably weaken
Denying my conscious ,was i mistaken
All this is chaotic .... beyond my ken
Consuming my mind , inevitably darken
Can this i comprehend , will i awaken
Every single breath ,like daggers stricken
I live a lie , as you have left me broken....