torn between my wants and fears ...

I'm torn between what i want and what i can't have
i can't please every one , i thought i learnt that,
My judgement to my heart, is a powerless slave
but just this once , i free it from its shackles

I cannot play with someone's heart, someone's fears
no matter how close, they aren't mine to command
i don't want to be the cause of any more tears,
a certain control ,from my mind i must demand ......